I came into this relationship free of any baggage, full of life &happiness. Now coming out of it, i feel so heavy. This heaviness has really taken over me. Everything I do and see reminds me of you. Never before have I ever loved anyone the way I loved you and i still do. I’ve never put so much heart and effort into anything as much as I had done for this relationship. Even at the lowest point in our relationship, after I found out what you had been doing, i kept hope inside of me. I kept giving you chances and taking you back because i loved you so much and wanted to believe that if we continued to work hard at it, we can make things work. Nothing hurts more than when you genuinely believe in something and have it continuously disappoint you and most of all being lied to over and over again.

I think i’ve known for a long time now that this relationship was never going to workout. In the end, there really isn’t anything or anyone to blame. I feel like there is no solution to our problem because we are both just being ourselves and see things differently. We are two complete opposites and with the way our relationship is going, seems like it is inevitably going to end. Instead of improving, our relationship is getting worst. I care about you so much and really do wish the best for you. I just don’t think i’m the girl for you and you the guy for me. I hope that whoever you end up with will make you happier than i have ever made you. I know its frustrating now but in the future when we look back, we will both realize and understand why everything happened the way it did & will be grateful to have met each other. Best of luck to you and all your future endeavors.

-Jenny